I was a Weird Kid, I mean Am.

When I was little, very little, I often received this comment-- you're weird. I was a weird kid. It was hard for me. Now, I feel very bad for every kid who gets perceived as weird. I am weird because I am smart, relatively. Most smart kids are perceived as weird because they don't fit in. I was always weird. Took me a very long time to learn and adopt, and be normal, just like everyone else. I opened myself up and became very amicable. Deep down in my core, I was still weird. The weirdness came from my heighten senses and intuitions. I was always super intuitive. I sense things, see things, feel things when others don't. I have very strong empathy, and am able to switch positions and think from many perspectives at a very young age. I wasn't aware that I was constantly doing it. One thing happened, immediately I saw through where everyone stood in the incident. I just do. It was a gift. Took me very long to realize I was gifted and processed a gift many others don't. I learn to appreciate myself. I often blurb out a bunch of non-sense; to people at a young age, those were non-sense; in adulthood, those are wisdoms. When little, I say stuff that nobody at young ages could understand. Pardon me, those who understood me wouldn't have say a thing, because it made sense to them. I think there are people who understand me. I wasn't the only intuitively and consciously smart kid. I have a high conscience. My self-awareness and consciousness are implicable-ly high. Most kids wouldn't have it. I never crossed a line where I wasn't supposed to. I never over-do something because I was consciously aware that many things can be harmful to others or oneself.

August 20, 2022